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Each morning,
when I wake up,
there is one question.
I get ready for work;
asking in the shower,
while getting dressed,
when driving and putting on mascara.
Every spare moment -
and too many not-so-spare -
I try to answer
with a conclusion more positive
than all the ones before it.
I leave work
still picking at this puzzle
of you,
and the laws of attraction,
and how rigid they are.
Everywhere I go,
I file at the bars
that keep me separated
from normal.
Washing my face -
I examine its fullness
and blandness,
like a dull moon.
It's not hard
to see why
you don't care.
And crawling into bed,
alone,
the question remains:
Could I ever change...
...enough for you
to change your mind about me?